Traditions....

Today I went to my moms with the intention of making cookies and candy for Christmas gifts and treats to eat. Snow delay in the A.M. set us back 2 hours, so the candy will have to wait till monday.  Thats OK though, I dont mind spending another day at the parents. Actually I love going over there. They still live in the same house where I grew up. Even though it has been remodeled in some places, it still feels very comfortable and homey. One day, I hope to call it "my house" where I can invite my grandchildren over to make Christmas candy and cookies.

Way too long!

Have mercy it has been so long since I have posted. I daily read most of my favorite blogs, but cant seem to be able to post myself I often get frustrated about what I want to express or am too depressed to get it out.  These last 18 months have been the most stressful of my life and of our marriage.  The stress has resulted in early onset Rhumatoid Arthritis. I am hoping/praying that the Lord will free me from this when things settle down, which they are...slowly. While I may be 34, I feel like 60. This is both depressing and frustrating as I love to be active with my family. I may add it to my "interests" and see if there are others who might have a similar situation. It could only help. I am currently on a heavy perscription to helpwith the swelling and pain, but would love to find another alternative.

Anyway, God is good and I will try my best to see the blessing in this.

Blessings!

Cybil

My absolute Best?

Colosians 3:23-24 (NIV)
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will recieve an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.

This verse has been a struggle for me lately.  Well, I should say that it is popping into my mind on a regular basis. The Lord might just be trying to tell me something.  Imagine what might happen if I listened?

My home, marriage, children, schedule, my body, relationships, and even my walk with Christ can all get pushed aside  in the daily grind of life.  So exhausting!  I wish I had the energy to keep it all in perspective without the Lord reminding me of my shortcomings.

Honestly, I would rather do few things better, than all of the things poorly. Isn't that a goal that we all strive for? Or is it just me? Maybe others can do it all with great success..I just know that I am not in that category.  I need to remember that there is a season for everything and that some "items" on the list might just have to wait until a later date.

Lord, give me perspective and desire.......

Blessings!

Cybil

Today was the day! God is good! I feel so free now that this is over. We are not looking over our shoulders any more. He is ours and we are his. Thanks be to the Lord! 

This Day

Today is the day! We go to court in about 2 hours to finalize the adoption of our son, Cody. I am really nervous and excited and relieved at the same time! Its been such a long and painful haul. God is good and He will guide and protect us this day!

Blessings!

Cybil

Home Sweet Home!!!

Well we are home from our long weekend away camping. Our house always seems so big after a few days in the camper.  We love to camp and deffinately dont get to go as often as we want.  The weather was perfect! Jeans and sweatshirts the whole time! We are hoping that next weekend is the same as we are going camping again. I try to make it easy by having the camper always ready to go.  I have a fully stocked kitchen full of utencils, pots and pans, and small appliances that never leave the camper.  I do the same with dish towels and bath towels except that I wash those and return them right away so its always ready. I am currently working on getting enough blankets and pillows so that those dont have to be hauled back and forth as well.  We are thinking about getting a place at a campground that is about a half hour away and leaving it there for the whole season next year.  It would be our "summer place" LOL!! We would be able to get away more often when things are already there and waiting.  We'll see yet.  I know the kids would love it. I think I would like it too. 
My son had a great time as he won the 13 and under fishing derby! He caught a 10.5 inch bass as well as the top prize money of $38.  My daughter, Aubrey, had the lead for quite a while, but he caught a larger one.  The bitter sweetness of the whole thing was that He caught the winning fish with Her pole! Ouch! A good lesson learned for sure!

Blessings!

Cybil

13 Days and counting....

Thirteen days and counting before we head off to court for the adoption finalization! I had to go and see the caseworker today and look through our sons 5 inch thick file. Yuck! I was especially sickened by the letter that my husband and I personally recieved from the family and the letter that was specifically written for Cody from his family.  They must assume that I know nothing about what they did to him and how they treated him because the letter spoke of unselfish love and a desire to do the right thing. Its all a lie meant to make themseves look and feel better.  So irritating........ but alas, I cannot tell them how I feel the next time I see them at WalMart (which seems to be all the time) because then they will see the hypocricy flowing through my viens. How will I invite the sad lot to church after I have told them what I really think of them? I am hoping that after prayer and forgiveness I might actually one day be able to make that invitation......God knows. Cody and I were in the camper today getting it ready to head out for the weekend and he asked it had a basement! So cute and sweet!

Blessings to all!